Sammie had not signed up for this !! He was nervous !! |
After supper Sharon said I better get
back to town and get some sleep for it has been a tiring day.
Sammie walked out to the car
with her and said, “Thanks for the wife and family, I think.”
She said, “Are you going to
be alright and will you be able to handle this situation?”
He said, “It’s a little late
to ask me that but, yes I’m fine, I have my medication if I feel a mood coming
on.” He continued, “It doesn’t matter
what comes or goes my life is over and I’m just marking time now. The war and
my experiences killed me so everything is okay.
I figure with what you say
the woman has been through she can handle me but my main concern will be the
children, and to somehow see to it that they aren’t affected by my attitudes.”
He asked, “Do you have any
suggestions about this night’s activity?”
Sharon said, “You just behave
yourself and don’t act a fool for it is best to get to know each other before
you get to know each other if you get what I mean.”
“Yes I get it,” he said. “I’m not interested in intimacy but I just
don’t want her to think I’m weird or peculiar because I am ignoring her.”
He said, “I agree, you have
done a lot for me, especially today.”
Sammie called out to Mae, “I
have to go to the barn for awhile but I’ll be back later.”
He wanted to have time to
think this through. From a personal standpoint nothing matters any more for he
felt numb inside.
That was the reason he readily agreed to what happened today
without objection. He realized that his sister knew him better than he knew
himself and she wouldn’t do anything to harm him, on purpose that is.
Since Mae was busy getting
the kids settled they didn’t have to talk about their new relationship and
since he usually went to bed early like around ten he headed to bed.
She had told him she needed
to do some shopping for night clothes because they left so fast she didn’t have
time to pack but the fact was Mae didn’t have much to pack.
He was used to sleeping nude
but felt he should keep his underwear on tonight.
Sam was asleep when she came
to bed and she planned to sleep in her bra and panties but the bra was very
uncomfortable and she took it off.
The next morning they woke up
at almost the same time. She realized he had his arm around her and as he was
waking up she said, “Just what do you have in mind?”
When Sammie realized what the
situation was he quickly removed his arm (and hand) and apologized saying, “I’m
not used to anyone else being in the bed with me. I didn’t mean anything by it.”
She tongue-in-cheek said, “That’s
what I was afraid of. This wasn’t what I expected my wedding night to be like.”
With that she got up and
started to dress.
He couldn’t help but watch her as he told himself, “I don’t
feel a thing.”
To be continued
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