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Thursday, April 28, 2011

HAVE ….. IT?

Bipolar Syndrome (Bipolar Disorder) is a condition in which people experience alternating highs (mania) and lows (abnormally depressed) for short or sometimes lengthy periods of time; in a way that interferes with their lives.

When ever I feel bad, or mess up, or do to well, or get caught, or don’t get caught, I either get too happy or am depressed or nothing happens which leads me to feel better or worse or doesn’t do nothing at all unless I help it in one direction or another or leave it alone while it gets better or worse on it’s own without interference from me or someone else who is either more helpful or not, but still have some Pseudoscience irrationality that some would find with or without merit based upon their own personality which has been altered by philosophy imposed upon them by association with someone as confused as themselves.

But doctor do you think I have “it”? Perhaps you should run some tests to find out why or why I do not do or don’t do what I want to do? If I did do it, it only stands to reason I wouldn't have done what I did if I didn’t have “it”!

I knew someone who did something like I did and they said they had “it”.

Please tell me what “it” is. Is there any cure for” it”? Is there a pill or a combination of pills that will cure “it”? And so “it” goes, leading to emptiness of soul.

When reason fails us, excuses become the order of the day, somehow to make sense of this existence. Does “it” exist, absolutely. Does it need to be dealt with? Most certainty. While some pill may help, the one that must be taken regularly is the “gos-pill” and start with;

Psalms 139 O LORD,
You have searched me and known me.
You know when I sit down and when I rise up; You understand my thought from afar.

You scrutinize my path and my lying down, and are intimately acquainted with all my ways.

Even before there is a word on my tongue, Behold, O LORD, You know it all.

You have enclosed me behind and before, And laid Your hand upon me.

Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; It is too high, I cannot attain to it.

Where can I go from Your Spirit? Or where can I flee from Your presence?

If I ascend to heaven, You are there; If I make my bed in Sheol, behold, You are there.
If I take the wings of the dawn, If I dwell in the remotest part of the sea,
Even there Your hand will lead me, And Your right hand will lay hold of me.
If I say, "Surely the darkness will overwhelm me, And the light around me will be night,"
Even the darkness is not dark to You, And the night is as bright as the day. Darkness and light are alike to You.
For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb.
I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.
My frame was not hidden from You, when I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth; Your eyes have seen my unformed substance; And in Your book were all written The days that were ordained for me, When as yet there was not one of them.
How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How vast is the sum of them!
If I should count them, they would outnumber the sand. When I awake, I am still with You.
O that You would slay the wicked, O God; Depart from me, therefore, men of bloodshed.
For they speak against You wickedly, And Your enemies take Your name in vain.
Do I not hate those who hate You, O LORD? And do I not loathe those who rise up against You?
I hate them with the utmost hatred; They have become my enemies.
Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me and know my anxious thoughts;
And see if there be any hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way.

This begs the question; do I have some hurtful way in me? All hurt affects me in every way, spirit soul and body. GOD'S cure for that is; My child, pay attention to what I say. Listen carefully to my words. Don't lose sight of them. Let them penetrate deep into your heart, for they bring life to those who find them, and healing to their whole body - - and I might add, also to the soul and spirit.

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