I Miss You So Much !! |
Lynda said goodbye to Joe and said she
wouldn’t be coming back at least for some time.
He wanted to
know why and she said, “I have to get on with my life.”
He said, “I
will miss you and hope you change your mind and come back.”
She said,
“How much?”
“How much
what?” he asked.
“How much
will you miss me?”“I don’t know, I just know I will miss you as much as I can.”
She said, “I
have to go, I will write Cindy and let her know what I’m doing, goodbye Joey.”
Those words
cut deep and Joe didn’t know if he could bear not seeing her again. It sounded like she was going to get married
and he couldn’t blame her for not wanting to hang around him.
Joe tried to
keep his mind on running the ranch but Lynda occupied much of his thoughts.
It had been
a month and He had not heard anything from her so he kept asking Cindy if she
had heard but she said, “No I will tell you if I do.”
She teased
him by saying, “I think you are interested in her for more than just a friend.
I believe you are in love with her. Joey is in love, Joeey is in love with
Lynda.”
She was
having a lot of fun at Joe’s expense not realizing she was striking a nerve.
Joe had to
make several trips to town during that month and some of the boys had got paid
and were in town on one occasion and tried to get Joe to go down to the Madam’s
place.
They told
him you don’t have to do anything; you can just sit and visit with the girls.
Joe told them,
“Visiting those girls was the last thing he wanted to do.”
The guys
gave him a Parting shot saying; “You don’t know what you’re missing,” and went
their way laughing.
When he
returned to the ranch Cindy said, “I got a letter from Lynda.”
She waited
for some response from him. He finally couldn’t stand it so he said, “Tell me.”
She said,
“It’s mostly about what she has been doing.”
Joe said,
“What has she been doing?”
“Well let’s
see, she has been seeing some of the fellows we know, one of them more than the
others. He has a lot of money and she thinks he is going to propose to
her.
She said if
he does she probably will turn him down although she isn’t sure because no one
else is that interested in her as far as she knows. At least no one has made it
known to her.
That’s about
it I’m going to write to her is there anything you want me to say to her?”
Joe turned
away but said, “Tell her I want to see her very bad that’s all.”
“Don’t you
want me to say some love stuff. You know
want to tell her that don’t you?”
Joe said, “I
don’t know you figure it out.”
She said,
“If you want to see her so bad I’m going to visit her for a couple of days next
week you can go with me.”
Joe didn’t
say anything but she could see he wanted to go.
From that
point she talked as if he was going with her and she helped him pack.
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