The Wind Sang a Song and it Was Like Music |
The whole
thing started before I was born and I have to depend on those who were alive at
the time for the details.
My father
(Larson) made his first exploration into the mountains laden down with things
he needed to survive and thirty five beaver traps. He soon learned if he was
going to trap any beaver he was going to have to go deeper in the mountains for
too many trappers had already caught the beaver in the nearby streams.
He traveled
inland and found the spot where he was to settle. The reason he settled there
in part was because of the sound of the wind blowing through the trees and he called it Mountain Music.
He had much
more gear than he could carry so he hid part of it in a small cave that a bear
had been hibernating in for the winter. He hoped the bear would not return and
destroy his goods. He needed to make two more trips before he had all of his
survival equipment on site where he was going to live.
His plans had
been well thought out and he had brought some seeds for a garden and planted
them right away. Next he built his cabin which was just a one room with a rock
fire place and chimney for cooking and heat.
The cabin
backed up to a hill he had dug out which made it easier to heat in the winter. An
outside fire pit was used for most of his cooking during the warmer months.
As much of
his garden harvest he could dry was put away for winter and some deer meat as
well. Then came the winter and trapping season.
He was lucky
the winter wasn’t as severe as some seeing as this was his first experience in
the wilds. As winter wore on he became more adept at trapping beaver but the
loneliness almost drove him mad. In the spring he made his way down to the fur
trading company and sold his furs, bought new supplies and convinced a widow to
join him in the wilds.
The woman
had lost her husband and was having a difficult time getting by. When Larson
proposed to her she jumped at the chance to be married again. As soon as they
were married they left for the long trek up river.
He couldn’t
wait till they reached the cabin to start having relations so each night was
spent in getting intimately acquainted.
As it turned
out she was as eager for the evening sessions as he was. The result of these
evenings was a child was conceived and eventually born. That just happens to be
me.
Outside of
having to carry me to term the warm months weren’t too bad but the winter was
confining. After I was born they kept the cabin warm because I would kick off
my covers and they were afraid I would catch a cold. The routine went on year
after year with my father having to go farther and farther away from the cabin
to find the beaver.
My mother
became more and more depressed due to the loneliness, because of my father
being gone several days at a time. For
my schooling they sent me away to the Indian camp a few miles away and she
became depressed.
My father
had made friends with the tribe near us and the chief liked me very much. A few
years ago he had put his old wife in a tent away from his and taken a young
squaw with whom he had a boy now my age. He had lost his older sons in a
skirmish with another tribe and now his old wife couldn’t have any more
children so he took this young squaw for his wife.
From being
with his son I learned much about how to hunt and trap game for food. I also
learned to speak his language. I was ten and with my father running our traps
when a bear that should have been in hibernation came from the woods and
attacked my father. He shouted for me to run and run I did. Later I went back and buried him.
The bear
acted like a mad dog and I suspect she had been infected by a wolf bite or
something. I had to run the traps that winter and come spring when we made the
trip to the fur buyers my mother met a river rat who hauled goods up and down
the river. He wanted her and she had been without a man for several months so
she agreed to be with him.
He told her
he couldn’t feed the both of us and it came down to either the river rat or me.
She took half of our money and bought some new clothes leaving me with hardly
enough to get by come the winter.
As they
headed down the river she never looked back and that was the last I ever saw of
her. I gathered up my goods and headed back to what was my home.
I had to put
in my garden and do all of the necessary things at this time of year. After
cutting my wood supply for winter and stacking it away I then went to visit my
friend and the chief. I told the chief about what happened and he said he
understood why she had done what she did.
I thought I
wish I did for this man-woman stuff was something I couldn’t fathom.
That summer
I spent a lot of time with the Indians and began to observe some things I never
paid any attention to before. They let me and my friend sleep in the tent with
them and after the summer I understood how men and women connect up. I still
wasn’t sure why they did but that understanding came by the next year.
I began to
experience some longings I didn’t fully understand at first but soon it became
clear. Another two years passed and my friend who was fifteen years old took a
young squaw to wife and after that we didn’t do much together.
Looking back
to when I was eight years old my dad, mother and I went to Jamboree where all
the mountain men met for a few days. There was a lot of drinking, some fighting
and one thing which I hadn’t seen before was buying and selling Indian squaws.
I didn’t know you could sell people even if they were Indians. No one seemed to
object, not even the squaws.’
At night the
dancing was the high point
and it went into the next morning. I saw so much I had never seen before like
knife and axe throwing contests. It was a great time and I always wanted to go
back but for one reason or the other I didn’t up till now.
This year I
had saved up a lot of trade goods and decided to go to jamboree. The chief let
me have one of the old horses. And I loaded him up with my goods.
When I got
to jamboree people were still arriving and immediately something caught my eye.
There was a trader who had a repeating rifle. I had only seen one but from that
time on I wanted to get me one of my own.
Only the
army was supposed to have them at this time but there it was and was for sale
or trade. The man let me look it over and as far as I could tell it was almost
new and I had to have it. We dickered back and forth and he wanted everything I
had. I said I want it but I have to look around and see if there is anything I
want more than this gun. There was as usual a lot of whiskey and quite a few
Indians wanting to get a jug.
As I rambled
around I saw a man who had some Indian girls for sale. There were several
mountain men looking them over but most of them walked away saying if I wanted
one I would catch me one. The man tried to garner more interest by having each
one of the remove the garment they were wearing and making up a past history
for each of them. There were several more lookers when they took their clothes
off.
The man said; now take this one she has only been with a few men and is
good as new. He said
about the same thing about each until he came to the last one and he said she
is guaranteed to never have been taken.
She is what you call a virgin and her
price is double what the others are. After all the jabbering there were some
guys who were more drunk than the others who came up and bought each of them
except for the one on the end.
The price is
too high they shouted, and after one night she will be just like the rest, make
her take her clothes off. She refused to remove her buckskin dress and the man
started to beat her for not obeying him.
Indian Maiden |
He just
turned and said to the crowd it’ll cost you to see her naked so get out your
cash. I hated to see her go with these rough men but it would take a large
portion of my money to buy her and I wanted that gun more than her. Besides I
had seen a lot of Indian girls without their clothes in the water taking a
bath; very young girls to the old ones so that wasn’t of much interest for me.
I left and
went and bought the rifle with a lot of shells and a reloading machine. I
already had a fair amount of lead and powder so I could reload my shells if
necessary. The next morning I headed home with my rifle all loaded and ready to
fire.
The girl
scarcely crossed my mind all the way to my place. I kept telling myself I
wasn’t interested in her and by the time I reached home I just about believed
it.
That evening
there was a knock at my door and when I opened it there stood the young woman.
The man who bought her had gotten drunk so she slipped away and she tracked me
to my home.
I knew he
was a determined kind of person who wouldn’t give up until he found her. It was ten days later when he showed up at my
house and I had spotted him trying to sneak up on us.
I told the
Indian girl to hide in the cabin and I would take care of the man. She was
nervous but did as I said. When he came up I was loading my new rifle and I
said howdy. He said he was looking for an Indian girl that belong to him and
wanted to know if I had seen her. I lied and no I haven’t seen anyone except
you since the jamboree.
He said he
wanted to look in the cabin to make sure. I said, “Go ahead but there was a
wolverine that sneaked in there and I was wondering how I was going to get him
out. I said go ahead and get him out for me.”
The man
turned white and said, “I ain’t messing with no wolverine you get him out
yourself.” With that he turned and left.
After he was
gone I told the girl she could stay until she decided what she wanted to do. The
winter came on and she still stayed on. We had a good garden and I had killed
some meat for us and it didn’t seem long till it was spring.
During the
winter I had a spell come on me and I became a bit unsettled. The Indian girl
who I named Martha seemed to understand what my trouble was and took care of
it. Before winter was over I began to understand my mother left and why she did
what she did.
One day we
were out and about and went in the creek and took a bath together. It just
struck me that I had a wife. I was married for all practical purposes. After
three years and one half breed later the beaver ran out and I heard there was a
gold strike over the mountains to the west.
We packed up
and headed to the west and manage to hit on a claim that was a good producer.
After ten years the easy gold played out and I sold my claim to an outfit that
had the equipment to rip the earth apart.
We walked
away with a lot of money and settled on a ranch in the Oregon territory.
We finally
found a preacher and had him say words over us. We were legally married after
she had given me six kids. The kids took after me and were almost white and the
girls were so pretty men couldn’t resist them.
They each
had several proposals and all married well. With a good education all my kids
fit right in the area we lived in and were well respected. Martha has been able
to understand all my moods and keep me on an even keel and my feelings for her
are; she is one smart Indian girl who was willing to take a beating rather than
to expose herself before a bunch of drunken rowdies.
I think it
was that which made me fall for her even though I bought the rifle instead of
her.
Finis
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